Hmmm... after several years out :
bought a christmas tree for the first time last year . Had nobody to enjoy it with ... but found it strangely calming !
Erected a Flag pole and fly an American Flag ... just cuz I can !
Watch whatever the Hell I want with reckless abandon !
Allow my eyes to occasionally leer with lustful intent at the female form .
Desire to wear tight pants ... but honestly they would look ridiculous on me .
Expanded my vocabulary to Drop an F bomb once in a while .
And miss having friends and family ... Every day !